When your route is set before you in the straight and narrow you can’t help but wonder when you’ll meet the blind curve and plummet to your demise. Barreling off that cliff with no safety net to catch you, counting down the seconds to the bottom. It’s inevitable to think about regrets the whole way down until they are no longer your problem.
Sometimes it feels like there is no point to all the madness, the feeling of hopelessness consumes your life, body, and soul. Bringing the frustration into your cabin which leads to self-doubting and stress. Knowing that you’re doing everything you can but wondering if it’s enough or the even the right route to be heading. The kind of frustration that you can feel in your forehead and you realize the events unfolding will bring great turmoil and wasted time.
Don’t let yourself be broken beyond recognition to the point you don’t even know yourself. Easier said than done of course, but at least trying to thwart the constant attacks can make a difference. The constant hammering can stop when you say, enough. Enough of the disrespect and dismay. Enough of the lewd behavior and careless fraternization.
Stepping above the noise and saying no to being stepped on again and again. Stand up for yourself and do not accept defeat because others do not care to help you up, only trample. If there is Cancer, cut it out and leave yourself whole.
Take your route and keep it intact to reach your destination, beaten & broken, but alive. You are Enough.
– Written March 2019 & Edited July 2020