Part One – 4 days until Christmas
Guess what! It’s about to be another holiday. Are you struggling? I am.
It’s been almost 5 months since I’ve seen my daughter and the court couldn’t care less. We’ve provided all the proof that bio mom is outright refusing to comply with the court order and they don’t give a shit! I don’t normally curse on social media, but, I’m PISSED! I can’t believe how substandard our so-called justice system is. I’m anxiously waiting for them to see the truth and make the right decision.
My girlfriend was running her fingers through my hair last night and twirling my hair around her fingers. I had to ask her to stop because it almost had me in tears. My daughter would always do that at nap time when I would hold her until she fell asleep. She would even do it in her sleep. It made me realize how much I missed my daughter. I push my feeling deep because of the situation but certain things act as a trigger and make those feelings surface. When my daughter was born I never imagined a day apart from her and here we are 5 months with nothing. It’s heartbreaking and doesn’t stop hurting. One day, the truth will be seen and it will be made right, I have to hold on to hope. Without hope, what is there.
Every day is another battle that I continue to fight. We have no other choice, giving up is not an option. That little girl deserves so much and is getting treated like a gypsy outcast. I will keep fighting until I make the situation right and she is safe again.
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